Godslightpirate's Blog

inside look~~know thy self

godslightpirate — Sun, 08 Nov 2009 17:53:10 +0000

In life when we are given a difficult situation we as humans put the emotions into over acting thinking things to come, and the “what if ” games of possibilities. When I stop and am aware of my thinking..aware of how I can react when things go out of the normal comfort zones of myself… my process on how I come with a reaction…why I react that way..and sometimes I notice that my Fear of change…the Fear of out of control..the unknown of the whole outcome makes my emotions rise into the stress and worry. It is very important to know thy self…To know the way you feel and react you can begin to control and change your reactions to help you survive with a better and positive attitude for your learning soul and your physical health. Life has been testing me on the financial front all my life with homelessness, moving constantly to prevent homelessness. living pay check to pay check and recycling to eat and feed my children. The lack of basic needs can really test a person to look at the fence of despair. It is that knowledge and witness I humbly want to spread to everyone I can!!! That is of course Life is the boot camp testing our souls… I know there is always someone who has less and I am always counting my humble blessings(10 good reasons for everything)daily counting gives me hope and trust which is faith….. that I will survive and rise above for that grasp of air and the breathe to stand tall. gather my strength and courage brave and true flipping those negative thoughts and situations into positive ones with positive hope that we can enjoy our daily blessings no matter how small they are they still ours and given from good rewards and actions we show as vessels of loving givers of God….I believe one thing true and that is BE the Miracle you want to see and feel LOVE IS THE GREATEST GIFT with that it needs no money to purchase it is FREE to give and receive comforts and joy jolly and love to you all keep those positive thoughts flowing changing your views to higher positive ones. Is it hard to do Yes it is. I sometimes fight my thoughts to control the positive views because reality show you things that make you want to doubt and give in to the despair. thats when i start counting my blessings there is more suffering out there. I am so grateful I am given only what I can Handle and with awareness and most important acceptance comes peace of mind and comforting love but you must be willing to seek it by knowing where to look inside you.

random thoughts thru the dark

godslightpirate — Fri, 30 Oct 2009 03:48:52 +0000

In the light of awareness I see that in the transformation comes the knowledge of yesterdays memories and places of treasured thoughts. the beauty captured for all time. The thing I noticed on this is that the emotion and feelings of physical loss is felt with the thoughts of the treasured loved one. They are connected until we graduate too. because we are of spiritual and the experience we are having is to have the both connected to mix the realities and choices for learning knowledge of the soul. if we did not FEEL the pain of loss and tragedies how are we to know how we are truly going to react thru a situation. We are promised that we are never given more than we can handle so, we are comforted in knowing we test our souls to the limits cup overflowing with knowledge of pain and blessings contrasts that test our souls and deepens our cup! Thank God for the comforts of truths and joys of visits and messages from loved ones>

blurring the lines of death

godslightpirate — Tue, 27 Oct 2009 00:53:31 +0000

I have been faced with death since the age of five when my father died. Tough life of losing grandfathers, grandmothers, uncles, aunts, friends and recently my mama and yesterday her wolf. I think that with the physical pains of the loss and change of getting used to them not physically around comes with the knowledge of their continuing eternal life. The visits and little stillness of moments that ease the pain and send a message of love and their love for me. I do cherish those moments and do not brush them off like a random thing but a true sign of their presence and love. Some people might think I am crazy and hey what I have learned is when you blur the lines of life and death sure there is pain but the Joy and Comforts out weigh them every single time. The memories and ways they acted and were like and morals that they carried will continue thru your treasured ways of story telling, your passing on those memories and laughs pulling them into your energies allowing them to continue the shared presence and the belief is the energy needed for an easier visit on them. I believe that we are the eternal lights of God forever free to experience for God. Here in this boot camp of life we face our biggest challenges and lesson! ~~~DEATH ~~~blurring the lines to open-minded thinking can transform your relationship with your past loved ones and the animals of pure Godly unconditional LOve straight to your heart for eternal joy, comfort and love. still very much alive and very much the same essence spark with a new understanding of GODS TRUTH with that come unconditional love and non judgements free to deliver pure Godly LOVE and comforts..maybe even better than the could when they were alive. I think the most important message for all of us is this…We are here a mist of time to learn and experience contrast when it is time to graduate and be done with this short test thats it..pencils down.
We go home, change into and transform to our normal spiritual energy form where we continue our knowledge seeking we can guide those still here if they are willing and open-minded to hear and feel and know that we are right there blurring the lines between the worlds and the illusions of time and space. It is possible but like everything else up to each individual to do the actions and footwork for themselves. As for me I know that the hardest test and lesson of life is Death with all it sudden change and sudden ending to physical presence I do my best to be aware of the wonderful idea that love is energy we are energy and our loved ones are energy transformed and I will continue blurring those lines so I can capture the love and joys continuing flowing for my heart to unconditionally feel as I continue my journey and testing. as I joyfully walk I get filled with comfort that all my positive thinking will lead to success and Godly approval. God loves us all holds us all and would never do anything to hurt us LOVE be loved and love your life, it is for such a mist of time squeeze all the joy and learning that you can.

In the center of stillness

godslightpirate — Sat, 24 Oct 2009 05:51:14 +0000

In the center of stillness brings you to view life’s stressful situations with the stillness of God. For example, every thought that you have is based on the moment in life as it happens. when things pile on you, it can sometimes feel like your head is going to pop. If you can balance your thoughts and get your mind to be tuned in and aware of your mind’s thoughts when it races with worries..what should I do’s and what way should I handle this problem….The key is let the stillness of Gods time come over you like a wave of trust and Love. It is not putting things off no, It is when you come to spot you can not see or feel what to do next. That is the moment you trust that stillness. That is the moment you breathe. That is the stillness when you refresh your thoughts with positive hope of working everything out to your blessing. Making reality change to your favor. Creating your world you live in is a possible concept. I witness it daily. There will always be things in life that will seems stressful if you allow to be. Stress is not in this world just people thinking stressful thoughts….thoughts can change your whole out look….sometimes, we get so focused on the petty little things so much that we lose time of our truth. Our mission we lose track that we need to flow with life..we just need to learn to be aware and know when to let it go and be still…trust…..and wait……I been daily balancing myself and truly get tested on a the things..daily… There are things I am trying to be aware of. Like when to let go and let God on the things I can not control. It sometimes feels like my knees are going to buckle and truthfully sometimes they do. but I am evolving learning and it is ok to slip as long as I learn to be aware for next time. One fact I have witnessed on my daily walking with Gods eyes and that is… The more I dive in the depths of awareness of the harsh and rough tests and lessons of living situations..The more I know myself and why I feel those emotions of why me? accepting of my emotions…. and moments of pride in successfully passing life’s tests and lessons, counting blessings, and walking with courage…I feel comforted that in my positive view is the right path and goal for my spirit. I am the soldier for God. I am the warrior that will overcome all things as they pass and I stand eternally with pride and Love for my awareness of self truth. I know for a fact that the unconditional Love I feel is truly a blessing from God. because I am daily showing my salvation. My own foot work towards a positive goal of LOVE.

surviving

godslightpirate — Tue, 20 Oct 2009 01:43:11 +0000

life will have it way with you. it will toss you around leaving you fearful..hopeless or maybe just so tired AND FILLED WITH DOUBT OF MOVING ON….PLEASE STOP THOSE NEGATIVE DEADLY THOUGHTS… here is the key LOGIC AND EMOTION BALANCED…….

FLIP THE NEGATIVE INTO POSTIVE LIFE IS HELL WE ARE TESTING… LEARNING… STRECHING… OUR SOUL TO DEGREES WE NEVER THOUGHT WE COULD PUSHED TO YOUR LIMITS … HOW ELSE DOES OUR CUP RUN OVER?? WE FILL IT UP WITH KNOWLEDGE AND CONTRAST OF THE MAIN MISSION. GAINING KNOWLEDGE MAKES YOU WISE… SURVIVING LIFE WE CAN BE HAPPY AND JOLLY…IT CAN BE DONE I AM PROOF I SLIP BUT CATCH MYSELF AND NEVER HAVE GUILT FOR FALLING IT IS NOT HOW WE SPILL THE MILK IT IS HOW WE CLEAN IT UP IF WE GO THRU LIFE IN A SHELL NOT LIVING BUT HIDING OR MISERABLE PICKING ALL THE POOR ME’S… WHY ME’S…. AND HOW MUCH MORE SHIT CAN YOU PILE ON ME…BITCH AND COMPLAIN….. OR FLIP IT FIND THE POSITIVE OUT OF THE NEGATIVE BUCK UP AND FACE IT!!! LAUGH AT IT….PULL THE LEMONS AND MAKE LEMONADE …DRINK IT..DENY THAT YOU EVEN SEE NEGATIVE SITUATIONS WITH COURAGE AND HOPE AND MOST IMPORTANT TRUST THAT YOU ARE COMPLETLY PROTECTED BY MOTHER AND FATHER GOD. RIGHT THERE HOLDING YOUR HAND AND SOMETIME HOLDING YOU. THE LOVED ONES THAT HAVE GRADUATED ARE WAITING FOR YOU TO JUST ASK THEM FOR COMFORT, STRENGTH, HOPE, LOVE…….PULL IN THE TOOLS OF GOD ….

I WILL SURVIVE BECAUSE ALL THINGS PASS LOGIC SAYS….

TIME FLIES WHEN YOU ARE HAVING FUNN

THEN WE SEE THAT TIME GOES SLOWS DOWN WHEN THERE ARE LESSONS, HARSH TIMES, BRING SLOW OF TIME BECAUSE I FEEL AND I AM LEARNING THAT WE NEED THAT STILLNESS TO REMEMBER WE ARE ETERNAL…WE NEED TO LOOK AT SOMETHING WE DO NOT SEE YET..OR FEEL IT DEEPLY AS LESSON LEARNED…

I KNOW FOR A FACT OUR LOVED ONES ARE IN THE STILLNESS OF GODS TIME WHICH STANDS STILL ETERNALLY BLISSFULLY LOVING.. ONE LIFE HERE IS A DAY TO THEM THERE…ALL THINGS PASS HERE….

WE ARE ETERNAL SPIRITS SEEING ILLUSIONS OF PASSING THINGS TO EXPERINCE FOR GOD AND OUR SELVES PERFECTING AND LEARNING….IT IS THE STEP AFTER STEP THAT IS HARD NOT THE WHOLE OF THE JOURNEY……

LIFE IS SAID TO BE…..
A MIST OF DEW OF THE BLADES OF GRASS…

A FLASH OF LIGHT IN THE SKY….
A OVERNIGHT STAY IN A WORLD OF ILLUSION…

WE ARE…
WARIORS OF GOD ON A BATTLE FIELD OF GOOD THOUGHTS AND BAD THOUGHTS..

JUST BE AWARE WHICH ONES FLOW THRU YOU AND WHY THAT THEY DID… THEN ACCEPT THEM… LEARN FROM THEM…. FLIP IT TO POSITIVE…. AND LET IT GO..MOVING ON TO THE NEXT LESSON
TIME WILL THEN SPEED UP BECAUSE OF YOUR FOOTWORK.. CUZ YOU ARE HAVING FUNN TILL THE NEXT WAVE…..

WHEN IT HITS….BREATHE….BE AWARE…..

BE STILL KNOW GOD IS HOLDING YOU..
BE COMFORTED AND TAKE YOUR LESSONS, TESTS, ILLUSIONS OF “REAL” WITH COURAGE AND STRENGTH AND BRAVERY AND BE PROUD THAT YOU CAN BE AWARE OF YOUR SPIRITUAL GROWTH OF YOUR PROGRESS IN THIS CRAZY BOOT CAMP OF LIFE.
LOOK FOR THE LOVE IN EVERYTHING INCLUDING YOURSELF

NOW WARRIOR OF GODS UNCONDITIONAL LOVE GO CREATE YOUR DAILY LIVE AS IT IS YOUR LAST GRABING ALL THE GOODNESS LOVE AND STRENGTH OUT OF IT…

BE AWARE… LEARN.. ACCEPT.. LET GO… MOVE ON…. LOVE AND BE LOVED..BELIEVE AND WAIT,…PATIENCE..BE STILL..BE WISE….BE YOU…BE PROUD OF YOUR STRENGTH…

It is not hard to do!!!

godslightpirate — Fri, 16 Oct 2009 06:53:38 +0000

when people is life quickly judge you at a distance or even to your face you feel what???? injusticifed of respect?? demanded the lack of consideration you might show them??? does it really matter??? NO!!!! actions speak louder then words so it only matters how YOU react to the mean crel, and dis respect others may show… I feel that I have seen to many people including myself if prevoked quickly jump on the defence quickly ready to attack and jump into the puddle of negative . but step back and be aware that only you can raise from the crap and see that you alone can change it into your own postive outcome with mercy kindness. even feeling alittle sorry for their bad bad behavoir. because hate will eat you alive and love yes unconditional love can heal and feed your soul. WHY is it so hard for people to concept one inportant fact and that is GOD IS UNCONDITIONAL LOVE we get to him by our actions our own inner raising to him by the actions and thoughts we ourselves are responsable for. it does not matter what religion you are ..great we all learn different IT MATTERS HOW YOU TREAT YOUR SELF AND OTHERS. it is simple really act it and be it do not talk about God then be greedy and selfish and hateful ready to judge and shunn others??what that all about!! NO!! be kind caring respecting your body inside and mind doing to others as you would have be done unto you right?? love pure unconditional love is loving with tolerance of others flaws and understanding we all learn lessons in life on different levels it is not ok to judge. it is so sad that what people do not understand they put judgements, hate, picking out flaws..why can something you do not understand come tolerance accepting, even just walking away leaving be whatever floats others boats as long as you are doing your own thing BEAT to the drum of your own song YES!! stand out being different and proud you are unique a vessel of God able to share LOVE. there is always enough NO it does not make you weak to share and give huggs and smiles and kndness to stangers..it might be the highlight of their life..do not be held back for fear of rejection so what people reject thats the whole problem i am having there should be more people GIVING and CARING and LOVING thats what we do. unconditional love is giving and caring and loving but not to only select people and thats it or maybe once in a while no it is caring and kindness and loving TO ALL YOY MEET AND EVEN NOT EVEN KNOW T%HOUGHTS are kindness and a blessing and is sooooo vidal to share with as many as we can while we are alive ACTIONS SPEAK LOUDER THEN WORDS i do not what to hear oh maybe in a perfect world people would no that is an excuse and as my favorite band 311 says there is always an excuse when you need one..fact it starts with each and every single one of us . as we shine our light even when we get rejected, judged and laughed at we still care kindeness and giving love shouting to all I will keep shining my light as a example of what we all should strive to show LOVE pure unconditional GOD LOVE thru us as a vessel as a beautiful gem of God shining 100% our best that ACTIONS speak louder then words and it is possiable to love everyone unconditionally respecting the soul not the actions of others with mercy and kindness healing humans soul with the GREATEST GIFT that God gave US LOVE it is NOT hard to Do act it and you will become it LIVE it and you will FEEL it walk it then you may talk it……love and be loved

energy increases

godslightpirate — Tue, 28 Jul 2009 02:33:20 +0000

Each day I feel the energy increasing pulling, longing for me to dive into the extreme waves of postive manifestations bringing alive with much awareness of the mission that we as one unity of spirits that we must reach in and bring out our spirits individuality. Our messages of true love and giving and the mass amounts of people that we can help by pulling our togetherness as vessels of unconditional love and sharers of rich experiences of new awareness when you are a pure vessel of channeling love, giving and kindness to all embraces your circles. That all that feel and see your bright giving love as a vessel that all people that pass your way will be given this special gift of love from the loved ones passed and the joy that love as an energy brings as togetherness.. Bring all your hearts and love and I will give to you 100 fold of love kindness unjudgemental thinking and the space to be Iindependent thinkers of grace giving unto others your gift as your own special vessel of Pure Mother and Father God Love. If we are as one instead of divived then as one unit one pure loving consciousness we can raise togetherness into other hearts and heal them ones who bring their light and love those who allow love to be given unto them and from far in and far out of themselves as a spirit. as we move forward in this dawning of awareness take this with you please…. actions speak louder than words as we think so we are. if you want to be the miracle you must accept your mission that is in front of you and that is to love and to be love and regions of people will come to those who show the brights of love and caring for others.. Beat the drum of your own heart!!!! Fixing flaws and showing others your own perfection of love and giving, tolerance and no judgments to allow them to become their own independent example of love. All that you want to be…. IS

guides of our lives

godslightpirate — Sun, 26 Jul 2009 17:47:08 +0000

There are people in your life that have been there for all of it and people that have been there because of choices you make on your journey..for a reason or a season. Being aware what role they play for you is totally up to you. I think as I learn tolerance of levels of others learning in life I am aware of a deeper concept of what they are teaching me too. Along with tolerance I see a different view on situations that rise in my life and The more I share and include others in my circle the wider and more larger my circle gets and understanding of what I am doing here. I have so many seniors in my life now because I expanded my eyes to all I have to LOVE in the most important part of their life the final stretch of giving love,caring kindness and know they are loved back with their messages of strength and morals, values and thinking stay for generations to come reflecting on how much they taught us and how much love they have given..

I also think it takes a person of open minded thinking, of unconditional love, to be able to show forgiveness, tolerance, nonjudgmental thinking, towards others expands your circle of love..everyone wants to love and be loved. I believe that it is a tolerance of self reflection, what do you want to reflect to others?? If you know what you have in your heart is pure 1000% your best then it is good and love. and reflects God. God is the force but we are the vessel that flows his pure Love. As we expand our circle of love embracing others in need of a bright light of love. I say this to those learning to show love, kindness, caring, and hope..IT IS OK TO CARE FOR STRANGERS. love is eternal so it never runs out. I hear people saying that they do not want to be a Love whore is you give it freely it loses value…NO please let go of the strange sexual hang up and strange you can not show your heart to others that the society has pushed for so long, it is just cruel and plain ignorant….LOVE is the best part of us so why not share it with others…..all the people that touches your heart is for a reason so what you do with that knowlegde is up to you. Make yourself sparkle and shine and reflect LOVE…. GOD…. YOU…… Be aware of the people in your life…Let no disrespect be shown but let all that encompass you help you be the brighter stronger Independent person that you are. Reflect on the lessons learned from those that have graduated from this life those morals lessons and memories becoming treasured; learning tools to pass down and gathered knowledge is the gift our loved ones want us to hold on to use to grow stronger than before.

My valued knowledge I have Learned:::

I think that being still to listen to those inner thoughts is a great start in becoming a spiritual person, daily balancing YOU for you are a temple, vessel, that does God’s reflection of LOVE.

Riding the positive rainbow of thoughts

godslightpirate — Wed, 08 Jul 2009 17:43:10 +0000

As daily life goes by it is so important to be aware of how others effect you.. but it is as equally important to balance the thoughts of the tolerance you are going to come across with facing people. For example, say someone you love has an addiction of some kind, that they say they want to shake but every moment they are tempted they use. Now being a unjudgemental person you tell them how you feel, holding nothing back. You are there for them but be aware it is really a fine line because if you do not make people use their own legs they won’t..as the saying goes..co dependency runs deep. You do have to draw a tough love line of tolerance that says that you understand but if they repeat cycles of crap all you have is harsh truth that change is needed in their life. sometimes people walk away leaving them alone in actions to figure it out, sometimes it is not that easy. The tricky part is not to lose your temper or tolerance for that person. Like all others, people need love but they also need truth. If the truth you tell them is out of love and for their better self.. it is ok truly can save a life.. If it is harsh sometimes is needed to shake up their thinking.. Do not shelter anyone from the truth. Everyone needs truth always It is how we learn… Yes, you can lead a horse to water but you can not make him drink it..that saying is so right. I feel that as long as you give truth and tolerance of the person’s own time to see their own flaws and learn their own lessons in the big picture that is all you can do. Most important is to keep your own ego and your own flaws in control. Today I see so many people in denial of being wrong!! what is so harmful in being wrong?? I think it is worse if you are wrong and never try to learn the right. The only way you learn right is to be wrong and accept the harsh truth that others bravely tell you. I always always speak up to what I think is wrong in my own circle because I do not guessing if someone has a problem with me…It bugs me because if they love me they will be open honest and say hey this you did was wrong. I LOVE TRUTH. The truth does hurt when you are wrong because I think of the pride of ego of I know what I am doing..but do you really?? If you are going to be right about something make sure you are right….when you are open to being wrong you are ok with that pride because you are willing to flow with life’s lessons that it teaches. There is something new everyday to be learned if you are open to learning by putting yourself in a student position you do not always have to be the teacher….. Who teaches them??? every teacher was once and still is a student. Love hope and positive thinking always

emotion balancing

godslightpirate — Sat, 27 Jun 2009 21:49:43 +0000

All and every thing you feel is for a purpose bad and good but as you are a Vessel of God experincing you must be aware to process each emotion and thought. some people think that it is bad to even feel or think bad thoughts and emotions but they are not bad or missing the mark “Sin” until they are put in actions plus i feel surrpressing emotion and thoughts are very very harmful to your own self. So at the form of action we learn control… The emotion and thoughts is where we begin to understanding our selves and where we fix the negative emotions and negative thinking into positive new ones…tolerance of others plays into alot of anger in the world I’ve noticed but daily watch how things effect you. notice what people do to your emotions and ask your self why?? then if you need extra strength to be around that person you know. Intellect with emotion balanced you can be in control and rise above other negative drama. yucky gooey negative thoughts eats your soul… and when get used to flipping emotions and thoughts the positive ways and balance your views..daily be aware of your emotions where you choose to be positive no matter what…. you may slip… hey we are not perfect.. thats life..be forgiving to yourself..you may not like some flaws but you are working on making a better you love yourself well…I got to a point in my practices that I now time myself when I get negative attached to my heart like goo….last attack 24 minutes.. but I start counting ten good reasons for everthing and every ten you find ten more….there is so many exercises that can help you flip your views to positive… another is music but please pour no pity party tea feeling guilt, poor me, why me?/ or other negative selfish pity is harmful for your soul but I am now thinking lately from example from others in my own tribal circle.. “pity party” has to do with the simple fact you are in denial of something you have to “face” or “change” in your life.

I say face it!! change it!! love for yourself …LOVE IS THE KEY TO HEALING and BALANCING the key is AWARENESS of SELF… it is possable. Thank God I am a living example it can work and heal.. I feel that is why we are here in this life to grow and experince the contrast between wrong and right for SELF.. what feels right and honorable as a person seeking knowledge in a world of darkness.